| hey yall.... i no no1 even looks at this ... so i might as well write .... i dont know how to feel i dont know who to tjink .... i cry everynight .... ny emotions are so fucked up .... i dont no y this is happennig ... ive never felt like this b4 its crazy ... i hold alll this stuff in my head ... the only one who nos the answers to me is god ... sometimes i wonder if he really listens .... i hope he does .... all of these feelings came after me and nolan broke up .... i hate the world and idk y its such a beautiful place...i havent found a way out yet ... but im still looking ...this is goin to be a long way but jesus crist will find me and guide me through oneday ... wow bein a teenager sucks balls |
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| hey cool ppl.... i went to my grandparents for a week and now im back... i had a good time .... then i went to the carnivial.... un fun ... haha im goin out with linsday noe ... we make a hott couple!!!! ...lol
welll tk to u cool ppl lter ...
<3always chrissy!!!! |
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| hey hey ... whats up ... im really falling behind on xanga...sorry guys!... well in the past w/e i started goin out with drew ... but i stillhave strong feelings for john .... yea ... patricia and chris broke up and sam is goin out with nick taylor ... and linsday and nick r still together...YAY!!! and yea ... haha like 2 nights ago me and sam made some funny ass home videos lol ...got to se them.. yea thats it for now /... peace out
<3always chrissy
please say a prayer for my grandmother... she is very sick ... got to love ur granny! |
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| i miss joe!!!! i havent tked to him in forever!!! lol well today we went to chester wye ... which is a mental center ans i went there with safe harbor to play games and i had a blast ... after we packed up i had the greatest feeling ever ... idk ... well todays ago me sam,linsday,and micelle went to kent morr and went for wheel ... it was fun ... well... im kinda starting to fall away from xanga now...  |
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